| Friday, August 15th 2003 |
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| Like I care? | 4:13 AM |
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-Rolls eyes- Someone just 'washed their hands of me' what ever the fuck. They are so fucking snobby, high horsed and slow whitted, they still didnt realize I washed my feet of them. -l-
Thats all I will say about the matter, since it is far from something important to me. Natcho's and well my friends, I am not feeling well enough to post about them, or anything besides to inform the noted person above incase she wonders past some info.
And Jennie - Hang yourself from a lamp post. -Rolls eyes-
Two people who are living proof the only differance between genious and stupidity is that genious has a limit.
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| | Thursday, August 14th 2003 |
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| Mixed emotions.. | 8:38 AM |
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 Someone hurt me today, hurt me bad, not the normal hurt that can just be thrown away - its the kind that tells you - your nothing.. You know, I have a bit of a heart, but some days I am reminded that I think I have more then others.
 But I was told not to dwell on the past, so I swear that luck is on my side, yet fate chews on my neck. As soon as this person hurt me, Mandy called and was on her way through Iraqouis Falls (Proper spelling for once!) and I told her to stop by.
She looked tired, so I offered her the couch till she wakes, but even while she slept I hurt for another, then was just reminded what hurt that person repeatedly laced into me. She wont know what she had till I'm gone.
So now I wait an hour, if something doesnt happen, I will go slip upto her, slip in that blanket with her and snuggle like she offered. I think I am getting feelings for her, since someone else showed they lost theirs for me.
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| | Sunday, August 10th 2003 |
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| Phew, hot.. too hot.. | 2:14 PM |
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Alright, today is too hot, I think I'm going to melt! >_< Anyways, finished another two pages of Zodiac, keeping it updated barely at the time. -lol- Need the artist to put the pedal to the metal if I'm going to get this done some time this year.
Hmmm... Also today I was argueing with someone that I shouldn't have been, but I guess this is just a mental note not to be such a jerk.
Oh! Miranda just called, her mother isnt feeling good and wants me to go with her to visit her mummy, so I might depending on how hot it is and if the guys are going to still be here - since well we got Ed hooked on magic cards. -lol-
Anyways, the world is turning upside down, since Mandy and Miranda are argueing a bit, seems like no one ever gets alone on hot days. -lol- Mandy called me to tell me that she misses me and hopes that after what happend, that I wont be ruined towards women, that I might still date.
Hmmm.. Nah.. -lol-
Too hot mang.. to hot.. mang.. -l- Anyways, helped Kevin fix his sculture, then went to see Cindy this morning as she had the clay and wanted to show me some pictures, I didn't stay long since Kevin was googly eyeing her. Jeff is a better sculpter then both, so I introduced Kevin to Jeff and he thinks suddenly that I'm in the art world. O_O
I know a few artists, but yes.. Its only cause I find artist chicks.. HOT! ^_^ Something about a women that can express herself, also when a girl draws, or writes, or plays music it shows she's got some depth, too many women are as shallow as a kiddy pool or an upturned beer cap.
I'm shallow, but I come with a warning level.. "NO DIVING!" - Now to find a self help guide for shallow people.. And nerds...
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| | Saturday, August 09th 2003 |
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| -Yawn- | 2:44 AM |
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-Yawns- Robs been naughty, I promised Jessie I would go see her and her friends, but then she just called a couple hours ago bitching me out since I didn't show. Oopsie! -lol-
Grrrr.. Nic is still on her high horse about things, she didnt even check the page, even though the 'comic' as she calls it, is in two formats, one thats all writing one that has the images. The images are NOT needed, but some people are just too pissy to read a page if theirs a picture in the local area. -lol- Talk about baby.
I was so tired today, everyone called all day, I couldn't get into a deep sleep, my bones and body still feel the need for sleep. Also my dreams where fucked up, I think its cause Russell was watching TV and the Jerky Boys was playing full blast, kinda warped my dreams... That happens!
I cant wait to go home, I get to get a real shower, do my laundery, smell good, shave.. have my OWN PC! YAY! Also, I can talk on the phone privately more easily and continue my weight training. -Roars!-
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| | Thursday, August 07th 2003 |
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| I just.. Crashed.. You know? | 10:33 AM |
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 Wow, I have never been so crushed in my life. Seriously, I mean creatively that is. I just showed Nic my first four pages, I was all hyped up and I wanted to show her, especialy when she seemed excited. I changed the entire concept since, for one the story went too slow, two.. She didn't like the comic base, I did it a bit in part for her.
Then, when I showed her it, her exact responce was.. "-wrinkles nose- Oh, never mind then." it hit me harder then I expected. I know you gotta expect critisism, but she was in truth, what seemed like the very first fan.. the very first person I showed the pages too.. I was holding them back for everyone else, wanting her to see them first now.. I can't show them, I'm ... afraid?
-Sniffles- I dont think I will finish it now, I dont think I can, I already feel like a failure, best not prove it..
Maybe I will be inspired and, just write for my own sake, since I got fan mail before, but the only one that I really respected and enjoyed just gave me a two thumbs down on a project I was seriously more proud of.
 Wow, three days work, desire and hopes all gone, I shouldn't take someones respect and thoughts so seriously.. but anyways, I'm off to go sulk, I dont feel like working on it no more. Since the more I enjoy it, the more I try to improve on it, the worse it seems to get.
I lost all my tallent.
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| | It was the elves.. really.. damn halfings.. did I say elves? | 2:02 AM |
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 Ugh, I know I aint been updating lately, its not my fault, really! I've been busy doing.. well.. I.. heh.. OH! I am doing a text based graphic novel, Lil Nic will love that, I think.. But I am only done page.. 2 I think? Pages will be updated daily depending on PC problems, funding, etc..
 Yeah, PC's are all fucking up, my laptop aint back yet, they wont return my calls, emails or icq messages, nothing. Tech my ass, more like ass monkeys they be! -Does yoda voice.- Well, I had the 16th off, now I dont it turns out I will be fixing the new pages for the zodiac and will be on the PC more..
 I was eaten alive by skeeters, since I decided to wear shorts and forgot the bug spray and to top things off at the camp where I got all the bites, my little cousin sacked me and hard too. Damn it hurt. But I gave her a charley horse she wont soon forget.
 Now, a pet peeve, I would like to know who sends me all these emails to make my penis larger, incase they didnt know, I am very happy with my size.. -Grumps-
Anyways, logging off now, going to chat a bit then.. well sleep.. 
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