dat wonderful feeling...

well, firstly, yesterday's movie under the stars was brilliant! sure, there was the drizzle and everything.. but everythin went smoothly.. we managed to work withoout any hiccups along the way. thanks to the IG and production crew..

today was the finals for Business School Sports day.. went down on time despite hardly having any sleep. thanks to everyone who came down to support our fellow HTM pple.. thanks to the lecturers for their support as well. and congrats to all who particiapted and boy oh boy, the relay race was exciting! and we won!! woohoo!!!!! and congrats too, to stewart for gettin the best sportsman award!

had discussions with shaidah.. alot is comin up... gotta stick thru with school exams before i head into projects all the way till the end of hols..

met up with my sistas for dinner at chijmes! hee.... headed to ocho.. ok the food wasnt that ffantastic. but the ambience and all was lovely. it felt christmassy in a way, and well, the songs sung were that of love songs.. so sweet and soothin to thy ear. we stayed for close to wad, 5 hours? plenty of food, a bottle of red, coffe and tea.. and of cos the lovely company of my sistas and their boyfriends.. happy belated birthday elaine. hope u have a good time...

a table of six, with all but one seat remaining empty. will you be the one who will fill it up?

i like to tell myself that i should live like there is no tmr, carpe diem. but yet at the same time i control myself from going overboard. all i know is, i have decided and come what may, i will not regret, even if it means losing you.

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well good mornin!

ok its really early in the morning/.. have yet to sleep.

in the midst of doing marketin presentation stuff and MUTS stuff. haha.. so yup i got black poaint ALL over my hands.. hope i can scrape the paint off before i go for Presentaiton tmr..

Poyew dear.. haha i am stil surprised that u r readin my blog! haha but erm.. this blog may cease to exist in a few days time. im tryin to do up nother blog at the moment.. and have not had the time to save all the archives for this one a yr's worth.. of alot more than what seem to be mere words.. i need to save all of that in the next 4 days!!! eek!

i pray for lovely weather and that all my friends are at peace with the world and are able to face the world regardless of the obstacles.. *hugz*

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must get thru all of this

this week, well the submissions and presentations are a plenty. my swollen eye doesnt help. but at least im making an effort to do stuff despite being 'half blinded' in one eye and possibly the next as well.



MOVIE UNDER THE STARS ladies and gentlemen, for YOU, YES YOU DARLINS OF HTM!!

this friday, 1800-2200hrs

please approach any of your friendly HTM IG people for more info on how to get your tickets asap before they run out!!!


the exams are drawin really near, in fcat too close for comfort. am not even done settlin down to study mode and there is less then two weeks to the exams. eek. but i shall get thru all of it. better start hittin the books on saturday/sunday and mug like there's no tmr!

i tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
i lay dying
and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
i'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

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stupid computer!!!

ok well, the computer is giving me problems. ugh.. hope i can acess the school website and ole soon. i dun have much time tmr to do any of the peer appraisals and my online tests tmr...

anyway met up with jason, joyce and mira and headded to saffron today for lunch. the theme for today is autumn. had cream of pumkin soup, beef and apple ravioli and cramalised bananas with vanilla ice cream. the centre piece on the table is pretty.. the company was good! it has been quite a while since i laughed so much at a shot. service was pretty good.. well it was nice too see some old faces...


hmm.. back to work i guess. it has been a horrible work and i sense it may get worse.. but i will face every challenge that comes my way...

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thank goodness for you!!!!

the past few days have not been anythin like a walk in the park. and in one way or another i have no enjoyed it at all..

thank you dear for the surprise call.


it was good to talk to a good friend after wad, 7 or so months?!?! it kinda brought me back to solid ground. sure, it made me miss you so much more.. but well, it was good to hear your voice, to hear your happenings, to laugh at everything and so much more. oh man... i miss u so much now man..

but thank you so much. thank you.. thank you for brining me back..

now i think i can face the world again, no matter how bad it may be..

thanks poyew, i lurve ya!!!

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can't believe it

i give up.

i really duno what you expect of me. i really dun.

i try and try but no, no one trusts, no one.

i forgo things you guys aren't willing to and this is wat i get.

if you are so capable, then do it yourself.
don't question me anymore, don;t do anything to question me.

i know i can't do as well as you but i know i did my best under the circumstances given.

don't push me, for i got my limit too...

i'm just waiting for all of it to be over, before i keep my distance from you..

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the stomach gives problems again...

ok, i have not been in school for 2 days already.

initally i stayed home yesterday cos my ankles, yes both of them were giving me alot of problem. i could hardly move and i thought that resting at home for a day would help. thought that not going to school without an MC would be fine considering that i have yet to skip school this semester.

but as the day progressed, i started to feel queasy. anything i ate somehow did not agree with my stomach. and again, i really didnt feel good, not at all.

so today, i stayed home again. this time i went to the doc. the doc told me that i had what the chinese called the cold stomach and intestines. like eewwww.... but wad the hell, four types of medication to be taken.

and of cos, i had a little shock today right before heading to the docs. candice smsed me to rermind me that there is AR test today and guess what, i clearly forgot about it!!!! so yes, i decided not to go. cos at the rate i was throwin up and purging, i dun think i will get much of the test done. only after the docs when candice smsed me that i need my MC to state that im unfit for a test. like wad... i didnt tell the doc that and so it is not stated in my MC. and i was told that zhangwei will call but she didnt. damn it.

my mum is freakin out. she fimrly believes that something bad has happened to me in school which will thus, explain why i am experiencing all of this and im shivering a little.


oh well, im going back into my jacket and under the blanket. i just hope i will get well soon, and stay well for a long long period of time.

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tai tai in the making!

haha the day started of with PACEsetteer meeting. had the chance to meet the successful applicants for this yr's recruitment. pretty excited with all the new changes and everything else.

had lunch at pizza hut with michael, julie, zarifah, adilah and my grand niece!!! haha it was fun.. really.. and oh, did i mention that trevor is strong?!?!? hahaha... sabrina.. beware... hahaha

went home to take a nap... den got ready for dinner at mezza9!!! my gosh, the experience was wonderful! the food was lovely, service was warm and friendly.. ambience was great, i loved the decor, i loved the setting. ok wad the heck, i loved EVERYTHING about it!! the sashimi was fresh and sweet, the sirloin was juicy, the mashed potatoes were fluffy, light and oh so flavourful.. and the dessert and coffee..woah.. haha =) ok so all in all the bill for 8 pple was a little steep but thanks to my cousin for the treat. i must treat her back there one day soon....

and oh oh, as we were leaving, the waiters asked me if this was my first visit, and they were surprised that it was! after further probing, they said that i looked like one of their regulars!! heh.. so happy!!! tai tai in the making!! haha *beams*

tonight i'm gonna sleep with a smile on my face...

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